level: 3-concept desc: anything dealing with emotions, psychology, cognitive structures
applied-learning
TL;DR: Last night I felt despondent. This morning I feel exhileration. Real learning - the overwhelm of the heap, the processing of the stack, the clarity of a returned value. This isn’t about memorizing tools or copying workflows. It’s about going into the machine. That takes time.
inner-life
My relationship with my generalized anxiety has been, perhaps, the greatest factor in shaping my life. I can divide this relationship into three distinct stages that mirror the three distinct stages of my "adult" life. Stage One – Ignorance and Submission Unaware of my anxiety exactly as the fish