The process of real learning

TL;DR: Last night I felt despondent. This morning I feel exhileration. Real learning - the overwhelm of the heap, the processing of the stack, the clarity of a returned value.
This isn’t about memorizing tools or copying workflows. It’s about going into the machine. That takes time. And pressure. And sitting in the dark for a while.
At first, learning feels like the heap. Just raw data.
But over time, a stack starts to form. I push frames onto it. I make connections with old frames. Return values come back. Meaning expands. Something new is made.